Law of Attraction

[If you think it, it can be done.]

I’ve been doing a little experiment with the Law of Attraction mentioned in “The Secret,” and of course, the hypothesis of the experiment was “Does the Law of Attraction apply to reality,” and it does, because for the past few months after my untimely break-up with Rynne, I have been off my game, and a lot of us have all been there where we get into an awesome relationship, and then it goes to shit over something completely stupid and belittled. This basically left me confused, and I made a lot of irrational decisions like dating people who were completely NOT my type just to date, and doing other things that caused me to lose sight in what life really should be about.

It wasn’t until about a month and a half of two months ago that I met this girl named Bianca, and at first, I wanted to stay away due to drama between my group of friends and her, but over time, I became to realize that this beautiful, dorky, intelligent, charismatic girl was the one that had been bringing me up from my downward spiral of depression and irrational thinking. I realized this at a Sweat Lodge that I went to the previous weekend.

Although I find myself to be a very independent person, this girl has made me realize that some things cannot be gone through with alone. Even in the cold of winter, I would go out of my way to see her, and we’d go walking in the forest, sit by the river and talk about everything, and I mean everything. She makes me happy because she makes me see the good in the world, and the funny thing is that I’m not even dating her. Yet.

By constantly thinking of happiness and prosperous times, I have brought myself into those situations where times are happy and prosperous, hence the Law of Attraction.

I feel some resentment from some of my friends about being close with her, but I’ve simply told them that whatever their past with her was, it doesn’t matter as much in the present, only as a friendship. I’ve had troubles involving girls and past boyfriends whom are my friends too, and frankly, they don’t end well, but if my friends so choose to resent me for dating a girl that they once dated, then they can go fuck themselves.

Thankfully, my friends listen. <3